Ya idk why I went off like that.
Apparently Lewis PM'd me like a month into my self-imposed exile and said mert had an even worse MELTDOWN than I did and that it was now "safe to come back" lmao
I do wonder what that was about. Does mert not post here anymore?
I truthfully didn't log in once during my MELTDOWN, not wanting to give satisfaction to someone who might see my "recent activity" (as if I'm that important for someone to notice
). Nah, going into complete hiding was the better option.
It's a bit funny looking back considering it really wasn't that serious. I'd like to think I had other shit going on but I don't even remember if I'm honest. Glad to be back, anyhow.