Originally Posted by
phonics
After a mini panic attack involving much crying and wretching over.
A financial advisor won't help this situation. Not unless I can magic about 2 thousand pounds out my pocket in the next week. And I signed a years lease for an appartment I cant really afford and will only will I be able to barely afford it until March. That I can't break or I'm fucking over my best mate who's supported me for a long time. Why? I don't know why. Because I'm a fucking idiot is my best guess so far.
I genuinely think about throwing myself off a bridge in that, yeah but I'd never actually do it or want to do it sort of way, far too often at the moment.